once upona lonely timei met a girli made her mineinside her gazeshe promised lifeshe gave her heartbecame my wifeshe loved me trulyfor what i wasshe forgave my sinsshe washed them offshe told me oncethat all she sawwas a need to lovereleased from wari vowed to protecther love foreverprotect that fragileheart in heaveni found my little girl that dayand all my pain just washed awayi knew with every longing stare

i want to be possessedand protectedto be consumedinto youto know myself through youi want you to shape meand make meyour owni want to be cagedand made into whatever it isthat brings youthe most joyi want to be usedand given a new life againi want to be seizedto see that my lifeis worth everythingto onei want to be tied downand beateninto submissioni want to be controlleduntil i know myself

i meant what i said, when i saidi would be with you foreveri meant it at the time, except,well, time is fickle and it changesin the moment, i was with youevery thing else disappearedbut i guess that's just what happenswhen you get caught up in momentsi am sorry that i hurt youbut i'm sure that you'll get through itcause that's the nature of emotion--ever changing waves in motionjust let a few more moments passand pretty soon, they all will passand then you'll look back on this time

"i am falling deeper"he said"into you""into this divine fabric"he said"that consumes us into each other""you illuminate this feeling"he said"that i have never felt before""in the same light"he said"as heaven all its own""you twist me and pull me"he said"into your world""i am awakened in you"he said"my holy desire""i want to hear you call my name"he saiduntil he said goodbye

"May I devour you?"said the snake,with a promising baitto the girl with the eyesas wide as the sky"May I eat you alive?"it said with a grinas she feigned denialof the darkness within"May I feast on your soul?"it said with a smileknowing full wellthat the girl would imbibe"May I swallow your name?"it said, with the samethe promise of richesthe promise of fame"Yes", she said, with a rapturous hue"Yes," she said, for what else could she do?

undo the cords and the tethersthe bondage in leatherthose ones that tie us together(you said they'd be there forever)not one more last chanceno last savory glanceno more persuasive, pervasive, pathetic, apologeticdancewe. are. no. more. never again,(i swore)never more(i swear!)that thing... we sharedthat... thing is bleeding and dying and dead

please don't judge me for what i am about to disclose.i am a lost and lonely little souli am a faded remnant of something i once tried to pretend to be.i am alone. ever only.i am frightened. like a princess childwho once discoveredher mother had 2 heads.i am deathly afraid of deathand petrified of living in fearand fearful of terrorand thereforecan not live.i am nothing to be admiredi am nothingbut a liarthe only way i know to be strongis to be another

when i lie alone in bedmischief runs right through my headeating mind and soul and heartdestroying life, defacing artand when i choose to fight againmischief runs right out my penon to the milky, silky pagegoes all my shame and pain and rageuntil it's eaten up by youand her and him and others toowhere then you all will get to seedestruction work it's gravityfor when you feel the rage and painyou'll search for ways to ease the shameand you will see the reaction action

far away girlfar away boyup closea few timesand togetheras oneeven fewerfor the briefest of momentwithout guiltin my head at least;I longto go forwardwithout fearwhere I am not afraidof getting too closeof being stuck right herein the 'right' placenot for me, I thinkbut for youand for me then too,I think;for almost exactly a yearI have stayed in my placeI have stayed right hereexceptfor the briefest of momentwhere I was free

Bite me until you leave bruisesAll over my neckGive me your anger-Your rage-Your resentmentMark me with thinRedLinesOver my backMy armsMy faceClaw out my eyesUntil I see nothing but youDevour my heartSwallow itWholeDesecrate meWith your hatredMake me your ownSoullessReflection of painUse meUntil all that's inside of youIs serenity again.Love me this timeUntil time is meaninglessUntil there isOnlyPure